ugh.. i just feel like i need to be back in chicago to draw. i feel like i have no creative mindset here,
i wish that i felt that i could continue my college life and career by staying home with the people that i know love and care about me, but instead i think i will just go ahead and continue in chicago for the next 2 years and get my degree. its just two years ;; its not that long right?! ugh.. i wish i just felt better and actually close to someone in chicago. i wish that my roomies would actually go do stuff with me and want to explore and have fun! i hate staying in the apartment and not doing anything, i hate that we never really tal